DEAR NO ONE IN PARTICULAR,

#0015

If I could put that night on repeat,
and live it forever, I would.
For whatever reason, that was the best night of my life.
Everything about it was just right.
Being with you made it right.
You changed how I see the world.
I trust people because of you. I feel beautiful because of you.
Sometimes when I'm all alone, I laugh for no reason.
You were the first person that I was able to trust this much,
to be this comfortable around, to be this close to,
without being afraid. The first person to tell me that
you don't want to hurt me, and also the first person
to mean it.

You are perfect for me.
I love you, and I want to tell you that,
but I'm scared that if you knew just how much you mean to me,
you would be afraid, and you would leave.