#0084
I hate that you left me. I hate that you have a new girlfriend, and you're happy faces smile at me through your facebook profile pic. I hate that I did things for you that normally I would never do. I feel like an idiot. A fucking idiot.
I feel like I will never find anyone I could love again. No one can compare to you. I hate that my family always ask about you. I hate that it is a year and a half since you left and I still think of you all the time. I hate that when we met up in the summer, you made me feel not good enough. I wish I could properly hate you, but I can't. I still love you.